Chaos Evolution..... 03/13/07

Over the course of the past few months I have been feeling that things were and are not the way they were supposed to be. After further introspection into this I have come to the conclusion that I was not going the way I am supposed to go. I have felt that I have become stagnat and that my inner peace has been thrown into the chaos that usually surrounds me without having any effect on my spirit. I have usually felt that I am within the eye of the storm, that place being total peace and calm. Therefore, I am taking myself down a different path beginning immediately. People have wondered why I have not been around as much and when I am, I usually have been more or less not really responsive to my "friends." Most of you who I have been hanging with know your importance in my life and those who I cannot hang around with I do stay in contact with. The rest of you well, you either aren't around to stay in contact with or, well you can read into it whatever you will. I have become more involved with my own re-creation. Eating properly and getting back into a regular workout routine is a part of my life. Another part is forcing myself back into nurturing my creative side. It is the only way I can actually see myself getting back into my natural flow of creativity. School begins once again this summer so I can complete my degree and continue onto Cal Poly. After paying off a few bills certain financial investments will start being made. More trips outside of the city will be taken as well as more activities will be taken outside of the box in order to ensure that  I do not fall into the mediocrity of a life less lived. Taking care of my mind body and spirit have become my main priority. Selfish, perhaps. Do I care, not really, somehow I lost sight of what was truly important. My family my friends and most of all, myself are the only things that matter, everything else be damned. ChaosInFlux has always fit who I am. Any of you who really know anything about me know this. I have been and will continue to embody the spirit of such. I am just to evolve into a better version of this.