Saturday, December 29, 2012

State of...... 04/23/07

State of the nation address? Fuck that, more to the point, state of my mentality address at the moment. We all know that the country is currently being led by a village idiot and his lackeys, unfortunately that is something we cannot change at the moment other than the action of impeachment, but we all know that isn't going to happen. Either way that isn't what I have come to yap about today. Today we will be talking about the way things have been going down around every single one of us, yet some of the world's population have been too fucking lazy to do the things that have been necessary for advancement. At one point in everyones life, we have all seen it, or have been guilty of doing it. To this I say "with a little blending of Dr. Dennis Leary and Nike" if it needs to be done, just shut the fuck up and do it. The world will be a happier place and you will be a better person if you just follow this advice. No one wants to hear people procrastinate about shit. No one wants to hear the incessant talk of somone's dreams and intentions without any gameplan of accomplishing making those dreams into a reality. Either shit, or get off the pot.... Let's fuck, or go fuck yourself if all you want to do is talk about it, and for those of you who subscribe to that little green muppet known as the Tao of Yoda "Do or do not, there is no try...." The road to hell is paved with good intentions folks, lets make sure that the majority of us don't travel down that path. If you do intend on traveling that path, may I suggest you quickly get a hobby, get laid, get some rope. And another thing it seems no matter what I do with myspace I still get people who waste my time as well as the oxygen of others at the top of the food chain by friend requesting me when it kind of is in your face and to the point that there is a ninety nine point eight percent chance I will not add you if you request an add. Not to say that I am anti social, but for fuck's sake if, you don't know me, or my personality, or even have anything in common with me as far as common interests are concerned why the hell would you want to add me to your friends list? Is it so you can be at the top of the Myspace totem pole with ten thousand friends?  Get the fuck over yourself and it, you will never talk to those people so they are not your friends. I put my profile on private so those of you who I do have something in common with and those of you I do keep in contact with can continue to read and "and hopefully enjoy" some of my blog rage. Problem fixed? Fuck no, I still am getting friend requests from people who can't tell anything about me. For them I have this wish, go out breathe some fresh air, enjoy the three dimensional people for once in your fucking lives, if you can't manage to do that, unplug your fucking grapes from your electronic leash. If you can't do that seek professional help. Lastly if you choose not to follow any of this advice, follow step three of "get a hobby, get laid, or get some rope"  So till next rant.
Ciao paisan's

State of...... 04/23/07

State of the nation address? Fuck that, more to the point, state of my mentality address at the moment. We all know that the country is currently being led by a village idiot and his lackeys, unfortunately that is something we cannot change at the moment other than the action of impeachment, but we all know that isn't going to happen. Either way that isn't what I have come to yap about today. Today we will be talking about the way things have been going down around every single one of us, yet some of the world's population have been too fucking lazy to do the things that have been necessary for advancement. At one point in everyones life, we have all seen it, or have been guilty of doing it. To this I say "with a little blending of Dr. Dennis Leary and Nike" if it needs to be done, just shut the fuck up and do it. The world will be a happier place and you will be a better person if you just follow this advice. No one wants to hear people procrastinate about shit. No one wants to hear the incessant talk of somone's dreams and intentions without any gameplan of accomplishing making those dreams into a reality. Either shit, or get off the pot.... Let's fuck, or go fuck yourself if all you want to do is talk about it, and for those of you who subscribe to that little green muppet known as the Tao of Yoda "Do or do not, there is no try...." The road to hell is paved with good intentions folks, lets make sure that the majority of us don't travel down that path. If you do intend on traveling that path, may I suggest you quickly get a hobby, get laid, get some rope. And another thing it seems no matter what I do with myspace I still get people who waste my time as well as the oxygen of others at the top of the food chain by friend requesting me when it kind of is in your face and to the point that there is a ninety nine point eight percent chance I will not add you if you request an add. Not to say that I am anti social, but for fuck's sake if, you don't know me, or my personality, or even have anything in common with me as far as common interests are concerned why the hell would you want to add me to your friends list? Is it so you can be at the top of the Myspace totem pole with ten thousand friends?  Get the fuck over yourself and it, you will never talk to those people so they are not your friends. I put my profile on private so those of you who I do have something in common with and those of you I do keep in contact with can continue to read and "and hopefully enjoy" some of my blog rage. Problem fixed? Fuck no, I still am getting friend requests from people who can't tell anything about me. For them I have this wish, go out breathe some fresh air, enjoy the three dimensional people for once in your fucking lives, if you can't manage to do that, unplug your fucking grapes from your electronic leash. If you can't do that seek professional help. Lastly if you choose not to follow any of this advice, follow step three of "get a hobby, get laid, or get some rope"  So till next rant.
Ciao paisan's

Myspace about me:

About me:
..
.."WALKING THE PATH BETWEEN DARKNESS & THE LIGHT".. .. .. .. Industrial, adventurous free spirit
with a sarcastic, and artistic edge and creature of the night who has come back from the rift.
1/2 evil - 1/2 smartass. Usually make more time for music, working out, and movies than I do TV.
I am currently a student at Mt Sac studying Computer Information Systems..... I have been corrupted
and jaded by life and too many experiences within it. "Thank the Army for that."Restarted work on my
script/novel as of 7/12/05. General chaos is a rule I live by in my life. It just makes things a bit
more interesting. Coffee and online gaming are only a few of my addictions. I love taking roadtrips,
it never is the destination but the journey. I am a pirate for life. The voices in my nightmares always
exterminate the screams in my head. The pain of it all just lets you know you are alive.
Then again, one of the most important things I learned from SSgt. Toombs was "PAIN IS WEAKNESS LEAVING
THE BODY"
Of all the things I have lost, I miss my mind the most.
The only way of preventing chaos is by unleashing it.
And most recently
Make peace, or die......

Another mission The powers have called me away
Another time To carry the colors again
My motivation An oath I've sworn to defend
To win the honor Of coming back home again
No explanation Will matter after we begin
Another dark destroyer that's buried within
My true vocation And know my unfortunate friend
You will discover A war you're unable to win
I'll have you know That I've become...
Indestructible Determination that is incorruptible
From the other side A terror to behold
Annihilation will be unavoidable Every broken enemy will know
That their opponent had to be invincible
Take a last look around while you're alive I'm an indestructible master of war
Another reason Another cause for me to fight
Another fuse uncovered Now, for me to light
My dedication To all that I've sworn to protect
I carry out my orders With not a regret
A declaration Embedded deep under my skin
A permanent reminder Of how we began
No hesitation When I am commanding the strike
You need to know That you're in for the fight of your life
You will be shown How I've become....
Indestructible Determination that is incorruptible
From the other side A terror to behold
Annihilation will be unavoidable Every broken enemy will know
That their opponent had to be invincible
Take a last look around while you're alive I'm an indestructible master of war
I'm... Indestructible
Determination that is incorruptible
From the other side A terror to behold
Annihilation will be unavoidable Every broken enemy will know
That their opponent had to be invincible Take a last look around while you're alive
I am indestructible (indestructible)
Indestructible... Determination that is incorruptible
From the other side A terror to behold
Annihilation will be unavoidable Every broken enemy will know
That their opponent had to be invincible
Take a last look around while you're alive I'm an indestructible master of war

Sorry, sometimes I get lost in the sauce on occasion and break into rambling about innane shite.
I blame it on ADD and my lack of ability to multitask after 2:00am. Also I blame it on constantly indulging
my addiction, "MUSIC.... You fucking morons." So where was I, ohhhhh yea I love clubbing and partying and
find myself commuting between LA and the Bay area on a regular basis. I also do other IT consulting for an
entertainment company "again that is on a need to know, and if I don't know ya, then ya don't need to."
That might be put on hold due to the powers that be at this moment. Fuck George Dubuah "that fucking
brown-noser" and the religious right for fucking up our rights and freedom of speech just because they
are easily offended. The world needs and enema, and we are just the ones to give it one.
Arghhhhhh, ANARCHY FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!! Uhhhhhhhh, sorry. Sometimes I go off on one of my roadrage rants
and have to vent. So what else can I say about myself? Well, plenty actually.... Even though in a past life I was well known as a knuckle dragging regulator and still do revert back to the old ways at times does not make me that now. I usually stay three steps ahead of the game at all times. And hey, something else that bugs me..... Who the fuck came up with the saying "I'm a lover, not a fighter." If you subscribe to this philosophy you should be taken out back, flogged, monkeystomped, and be made to walk the fucking plank. I am both a lover and a fighter. People with any character whatsoever should be more than willing to fight for the things that they love. I fully appreciate everything that life has to offer and usually take whatever life has to offer me. What is that pirate code again "Take all you can, give nothing back.." YARGHHHHH!!!!!!
PS: If ya don't like smartasses, JOKE YOU IF YA CAN'T TAKE A FUCK!!! Oh yea if you didn't already know it...
Drunk and stupid is not the way to go through life kids, it is pretty fucking funny to watch though....



Who I'd like to meet:
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People with similar interests in music and lifestyle. People who are into living, and playing on a level
most only dream of. Ink and piercings are a bonus... Someone who knows how to have a good time no matter
where they are or what they are doing. When it comes to doing, "heh" there are plenty of things I love to do.
 If you are down with partying and coffee and just general shenanigans then we can hang out. If you are
endowed with ink, and or piercings, and can cowboy the fuck up for some shenanigans then you get bonus
points and possibly more of my time. If you seem cool I will probably email you and let you know you are
worthy. If you are high maintenance or if you don't add me back you can walk the fucking plank.... If
you decide to get lippy about the pirate thing without knowing what it is about, I will shave your head
and make you walk the fucking plank."If ya can't sing it, don't try and bring it..." People who have
enriched lives and look forward to meeting new people and experiences to further enrich their lives.
Laid back people are always cool and will also be considered for new friends.Currently in the middle of
working on a writing a script/novel so a muse to inspire my creativity would be good as well. I have no
time for drama in my life so don't be a fucking tool and don't try to fuck with any of my friends or there
will be bloodshed. Just looking for cool new people to hang out and chill with. Hopefully I will catch
some of you at the next Myspace party.It has come to my attention recently that I have left this catagory
way too open for interpretation. So for people I don't want to meet first Catagory One- 17 year old
wannabe goths who think they can somehow enrich my life. "come on kids, you can't hang with the big kids,
hell you can't even legally get into a club." Please, get a few years of life experience, then come see me.
Catagory Two- Bands that think they rate to be a part of my list. There are far too few bands that I would
consider putting up on my site. "Sure I have a few, but at least they are good."

Attention:06/19/06
Due to the annoying amount of bots within the past two weeks, anyone wishing me to add them must first email
me and give me an adequate reason why I should want to. Anyone not adhering to this rule will automatically
be denied.Anyone not being happy with this new rule of mine I will make it as remedial as I can for you
and amusing for the rest of us.We all know monkeys are funny to watch when they do this so go find yourself
a football, or a coconut, whichever you prefer and go fuck it.

ATTENTION:05/24/07
Due to a certain individual that has made it his personal mission to try and gaff me off, I have made
my page private to everyone excluding existant friends. Myspace was at first going to be a culmination
of all of my previous works, blogs, etc. The past is to be left in the past though and anyone who remembers
any of my previous works can still view them. I have changed considerably though, and the person that I
was back in the days of Xanga, LJ, DJ, and Tripod does not exist as much as it once had. What you see
here now is what you get. As it always has stood if you dig what I have to say cool, if not then please
don't let the door hit ya in the ass on the way out. My outlook on relationships has changed considerably
within the recent past and I am happy to say that I don't consider love to be such a horrible thing anymore.
Some people are quite worth the risk.





Movies, music, TV, books, icons, etc.

Movies
..Chaotic Film:

    Boondock Saints
    Serenity
    Fight Club
    Resident Evil:Apocalypse
    Rising Sun
    Assassins
    Super Troopers
    The Fifth Element
    Minority Report
    The Crow
    Collateral
    The Ring
    Hackers
    The Hunted (1995)
    Happy Gilmore
    Tommy Boy
    The Matrix
    Army Of Darkness
    Gladiator
    Braveheart
    Playing By Heart
    Strange Days
    Lost Boys
    Bad Santa
    The Last Samurai
    Vampires
    The Art Of War
    Lord Of The Rings Trilogy
    Spy Game
    Juon
    Way Of The Gun
    The Abyss
    The Shawshank Redemption
    White Noise
    Out Cold
    Road Trip
    Suicide Kings
    Day After Tomorrow
    Grosse Point Blank
    American History X
    Event Horizon
    Monty Python's Holy Grail
    Snatch
    Dawn Of The Dead
    Gothika
    Bourne Identity/Supremecy
    Elektra
    Blade Trinity
    Ferris Bueller's Day Off
    Dogma
    The Waterboy
    Man On Fire
    Mr. & Mrs. Smith
    Lords Of Dogtown
    Underworld
    Happy Tree Friends
    A Man Apart
    Tears Of The Sun
    End Of Days
    Stigmata
    Shot Through The Heart
    Saviour
    Lost Souls
    Constantine
    More To Come....


Music




    ..Chaotic Audio:

    Decoded Feedback
    E-Craft
    Tactical Sekt
    Hazing Ritual
    The Distillers
    Lacuna Coil
    Staind
    Aesthetic Perfection
    Wumpscut
    Pitchshifter
    Flaw
    SITD
    Autoaggression
    Informatik
    Psyclon Nine
    Snot
    Glis
    Cervello Elettronico
    Godkomplex
    Rasputina
    Terrorfakt
    Johnny Cash
    Frank Sinatra
    Vuxnut
    Love Spirals Downward
    Die Krupps
    Covenant
    Birmingham 6
    Circle Of Dust
    Crossbreed
    The Ramones
    Icon Of Coil
    Dismantled
    Killswitch Engage
    Kidneytheives
    Hoobastank
    Combichrist
    Test Dept.
    Nick Cave
    Electric Hellfire Club
    Hans Zimmer
    Pig
    Brian Setzer Orchestra
    Dead Can Dance
    Godsmack
    Zeromancer
    Hellsau
    Wolfsheim
    Tool
    Das Ich
    Rammstein
    Mudvayne
    The Prom Kings
    Anthrax
    Ozzy
    Lords Of Acid
    Himsa
    Qntal
    The Misfits
    Pinhead Gunpowder
    Dropkick Murphys
    Ah Cama-Sotz
    Soil & Eclipse
    C-Tec
    Glis
    Hatebreed
    Pennywise
    L'Ame Immortelle
    Grendel
    American Head Charge
    System Of A Down
    Cruxshadows
    Collide
    Abney Park
    Bad Religion
    The Vandals
    Slipknot
    Sisters Of Mercy
    Vixtrola
    In The Nursery
    Razed In Black
    Social Distortion
    Sevendust
    Morrissy
    A Perfect Circle
    Sin
    Prodigy
    Skinny Puppy
    Static X
    Sloth
    Disturbed
    Rise Against
    The Used
    Old School Punk
    Industrial
    Gothic
    Rockabilly/Psychobilly
    Some 80's
    more to come.....

 .. .. .. ..
    ..Chaotic Viewing:

    24
    CSI
    Law & Order series
    Crossing Jordan
    Navy NCIS
    NYPD Blue
    Tru Calling
    Supernatural
    Threshold
    Aeon Flux
    Over There
    The Shield
    Smallville
    Ghost Whisperer
    South Park
    Extreme Makeover-Home Edition
    Lost
    Outer Limits
    Battlestar Gallactica
    Twilight Zone
    Stargate series
    Andromeda
    more to come...


 .. .. .. ..
    ..Chaotic Knowledge:

    Tom Cleary-The Book Of Balance and Harmony
    Sun Tzu-The Art Of War
    Anne Rice-Merrick
    Deng Ming Dao- 365 Tao
    Tom Clancy- Rainbow Six
    Stephen King-It
    Stephen King-The Dead Zone
    Micho Kaku-Hyperspace
    Anthony Robbins-Awaken The Giant Within
    Dave Lowry-Moving Toward Stillness
    Paulo Coelho-The Alchemist
    Eckhart Tolle-The Power Of Now
    Neale Walsch-Conversations With God
    Brown/Novick-Mavericks Of The Mind
    Brian Greene-The Elegant Universe
    more to come....


 .. .. .. ..
    ..Chaotic Icons:

    My version of God
    Remaining crew members of PARLEY "Drink up me hearties Yo Ho."
    The Ruckus Empire
    Remaining crew members of SCC
    "Hero's, we don't need no stinking hero's"
    My alter ego
    More to come, perhaps....

Liberate.

Bold motherfucker Don't limit your mind Can't you see that the pace Has fallen behind All the hate in
your heart Will be leaving you blind So bold motherfucker Don't you limit your mind This time Waiting, for your modern messiah To take away all the hatred That darkens the light in your eye Still awaiting. I
The rest of this however, I tend not to agree with coming from my background. The ex military side
of me see's the "nation shall not raise sword against nation" as absurd. This is the way things have
been done through the centuries and this is the way things will continue to be done. It takes an equally long time to unlearn a process that has been efficient up to this point. The process of war has continued to be an equalizer in areas such as gross misconduct of a country "probably where we got the label of the worlds police force..." Someone has to be the knuckle dragging regulators around here, might as well be us. Still the lyrics above do not go to say that I approve of hatred. War is just a messy job, but someone has to do it. If it isn't us who puts a stop to the hatred of one nation or one culture against another, then who the fuck will???

Whatever happened to certain freedoms?

Hey, here is a question that has plagued me for the past few weeks.... What the fuck happened to freedoms such as being able to kick the living shit out of someone who is being a total knucklehead towards others or towards you. I had the fortunate experience of being able to observe and even toy with humanity at its finest today while at work. While driving to a job today my bro Mike and I were confronted with one of the nations finest groups of protesters "yes folks I am talking about those very dangerous wily militant little vegan group" who were trying to shove their views down everyone's throats while they were driving by their local KFC today. Well I can tell you that something like this just would not stand with us...... Sooooooo yes boys and girls, it became playtime for Mike and myself, after the job we decided to stop on by and get the BEST chicken sandwich and leg meal we had ever had in our lives. We did our best to let the protestors know how tasty it was as well. We even had a few glares thrown our way as well but being as the police were already a well known presence I knew that the malnourished little knot heads weren't going to do much other than that. Before we left three of them were sitting right beside our truck, so we decided to take one last shot at rubbing things in a bit for fun. Mike decided to whip out with the "Man, that was the best scorched chicken flesh I have ever had" I had to pipe up with "Yes, yes. I give it five stars." From the back of me I heard them repeat it in a disgusted tone. The last shot I took at the guy who had repeated it was "No really, you should try it. It's really good..." I think that was the point he started losing his mind and tried to begin to tell me what Jesus Christ says. I began getting back out of the truck while Mike was trying to persuade me not to. Hell, I love a good debate about what Jesus says about eating dead chickens. Especially when I went to Catholic school from 3rd to 10th grade. Needless to say he got cut off and cut down pretty quickly. He I think was getting more irate the longer he tried to debate me from the redness in his face but before he got to the point where he was going to do something incredibly stupid I cut him off with the standard "whatever," got back in the truck and we left. Other than getting to kick the shit out of him for being a complete moron. My day was made.... Toying with people especially when I have pent up aggression always puts a smile on my face, and it had been far too long. Mess with the bull and ya get the horns kids. If you are going to come to me, or any of my friends for a war of wits, ya better come well armed or ya are going to find yourself bleeding on
the deck pretty quick.

LOL, ok I am hooked.

I used to be known as a sponger "bodyboarder for you landlubbers" but was talked into trying surfing
by a bro of mine. I guess it took a bit of time to take hold but as of yesterday on our Doheney trip,
I got hooked. There is something great, spiritual almost about standing on a board and riding waves in that I have only gotten in one other place. I have never felt this way other than when I have been
skydiving. Waves were only about 3-4 yesterday but it was good enough for my bro's longboard. Caught plenty of waves and just generally had a really good day off. Planning on getting a big group together this weekend so we can just go kick it on the beach and goof off for a bit. It is true about things that you love. Even a bad day doing " " is better than a great day at work.