Never again fuckers.

Looking at things through in distorted light never helps situations any. For a while now I have been
doing just such a thing when it comes to certain things in my life. Well times, they are a changing....
Funny how when it comes to other people in similar situations, who just happen to have similar issues occurring around them you have the perfect solutions and the right answers to those particular situations, but when it comes down to solving those things for yourself the answers aren't quite as clear or the solutions are not as easy. Why is it that a person can be wise in some aspects of their lives and yet at other times be so oblivious to the things that are staring them right in the face. I think
after some introspection after talking with three of my friends who are having the same exact problems all in the same week and giving them the same exact answers they all knew to be true and to be the perfect fix to the issues they were dealing with I kicked myself because I had been going through the same shit with certain things in my life. How is it that someone can make the mistake of thinking if "well if I had this, or if I were with him/her in my life everything would be perfect?" Let me make this perfectly clear to anyone who wants to admit to the truth. If you didn't know this little bit of information by now Sparky buckle up because this ride might be a little rough for ya. The only thing or person that can make you truly complete, or even happy for that matter is yourself..... Too many people "including myself" have fallen into that trap that most people have fallen into. Thinking that insignificant material goods or people will be the thing that will fufill your life. Remember the person that should know you best is the person that is staring right back at you in the mirror and if that person does not know how to be content with themselves or find happiness within themselves, then how the fuck do you think that you will find contentedness or happiness anywhere else? After these conversations I have had within the past week with others and helping them see the light and after listening to the song following this little blog the traps have been illuminated and from now on those traps after being eliminated will get the same message. "You missed me bitch...." Every new day will be another day in life where I will wake up, meditate on where my happiness is in my life at that moment and cultivate that happiness so that I, as well as others around me might have a bit more contentment within their lives. This is the time I will look in the mirror every morning and love what I see.

Whenever I step outside, somebody claims to see the light
It seems to me that all of us have lost our patience.
'cause everyone thinks they're right,
And nobody thinks that there just might
Be more than one road to our final destination

But I'm not ever going to know if I'm right or wrong
'cause we're all going in the same direction
And I'm not sure which way to go because all along
We've been going in the same direction

I'm tired of playing games, of looking for someone else to blame
For all the holes in answers that are clearly showing
For something to fill the space, was all of the time I spent a waste
'cause so many choices point the same way I was going.....

But I'm not ever going to know......

So why does there only have to be one correct philosophy?
I don't want to go and follow you just to end up like one of them
And why are you always telling me what you want me to believe?
I'd like to think that I can go my own way and meet you in the end.
Go my own way and me you in the end.

But I'm not ever going to know..........