The saying "the more things change, the more they stay the same" has never been more true. I have
once again emerged from my self imposed funk to come out the other side a bit more inspired and a
little more focused on the things that are truly important. While I was in that not so happy place
of mine I noticed that I was entirely too focused on some things that despite their "best efforts"
were incapable of changing certain things in their existance one of those things that I had noticed
that hadn't changed was that some of these things that had not changed was a change in their nature.
This disturbed me a bit since I have always known that things change and have a habit of evolving.
Every few months or so there is a part of me that always goes through slight changes and allows me
to realize the areas that need improvement or change. Why can't others realize that part of life is
to evolve? With these changes I have gone through I have noticed that I have to change a few relationships I have had with certain others. Some will grow and flourish, unfortunately for a one or two they will have to be cut out since their importance has turned out to be not so important to one party or another, or perhaps both. Inability to change bothers me about these people and while I might love them I have to let them go live their lives and make their mistakes, I have pointed some things out and their inability to see what I am showing them either shows me that they are happy with the status quo, are afraid of change, or just so involved with inconsequential things that they are unable to see whats beyond. Either way I can't afford to have these things in my life and to these people I want to let you know despite this I do love you, and I hope that you have a wonderful life. Onto other matters I guess that the blow to the head I took by a hundred gallon water heater that I got in a fight with did me some good after all "LMFAO." Things that are planned, looks like I will be getting back into playing guitar again, starting lessons back up next month, probably will be going to a few concerts, there will be a small road trip to visit a few friends. A launch party is also planned sometime within the next two months for the Ruckus Empire site. My writing is back on track as far as the script/novel is concerned and plans for my new site are progressing well. Hopefully if the inspiration holds out, everyone should see a launch party for that in the coming year. God knows that has to happen before Burning Man because I am planning to have perhaps a webcast from the playa happening. Either way there will be quite a few interviews going on with some colorful characters. I have always had a love for studying human nature, what could be better than displaying some of that? Whatever it is that I am experiencing it seems a bit new. Could it be a love of life and a renewed interest in everything around me. Perhaps, although part of me is cautious to go that far with an assumption like that.:P
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