Avast me fucko's...

It is about 7:00am on Sunday morning and I am sitting here delerious wondering why the fuck I am still up......"Oh yea, the fucking sun is up" Anyway as usual when I am suffering from sleep deprevation I usually get into that cathartic mindset where I just feel like venting a bit. So what has been up recently? Well my week off was way too short considering I had worked 8 days straight the week before. I am thinking of going to Doheney with one of my bro's on Monday to do a bit of surfing before I jump back into the grind on Tuesday. I never thought I would miss school as much as I do right now and cannot wait until Sept. rolls around again so I can jump back into it. I don't know if I ever mentioned how much I despise drama queens and insincerity and once again have found out how one of my "friends" has become just that. "Write that one off." Other than that, I am considering hitting up Australia for two weeks before I get back to school to go visit one of my favorite people. Also I found out one of my friends has gone over to the dark side of her nature. Is it that she is just young and impressionable? Probably... She is about as lost in the sauce as you can get and has not yet learned that the place she is right now is not where the truth of her nature really lies. The place does not define her, and yet she is being led arond by someone who has seen that she has lost herself and has decided to take advantage of that situation. "Remind me to give her a smackdown verbally, and kick the living crap of of the shitbird who is taking advantage of her." Will I be her savior? No, she has to learn a valuable, and probably painful lesson on her own. I will be there for her though if she needs to talk or actually asks for my help. "You know who you are." Maybe that will be my next post. The definition of ones true being. Guess everyone will have to wait, including myself......